kant want till monday komez.....errrr im so madd i dont wanna go to bell for 9 grade shOOt uGh i wanna go to a new skOOl and meet new pepoz gosh but i really really really wanna go to montgomery you noe wit all mah old buddys but yeh i doubt it but if i had a choice of scpa or sweet water itz sweet water shOOt well yeh i gotz to go k byeeeeee

dOnt you ever wonder if tha one your tinkin of is tinkin of you?well yeh i do hmM itz weird koz "jack" liked me last year and it was like almost tha end of tha year but i didnt liek him koz you noe i didnt noe him and yeh so i told mah fren "mary" dhayt i thought he was ugly but i didnt really mean it but den "m,ary" went and told him so den "jack" decieted to not ask me out enymoe koz of what "mary" told him but not itz almost tha end of tha year and im starting to like him...well not starting but yeh mah frenz are saying " oOh why dont you go out wit him" and all i say is no koz he probly doesnt liek me and dhurr always liek oOh well you dont noe dhayt i mean i noe i dont noe dhayt but i dont tink he would like me bekoz mah fren "andrea" told me yesturday dhayt "sarah lee" was all to "jack" would you ever go out wit me "jack" and jack sez "i dont have time for bitches" see if he doesnt have time for her or enyone den i dont tink he would have time for me......so dhayts why i dont want him to noe but mah aDing iz all saying but you never noe he might feel tha same way well what if he doesnt? i dont wanna feel stupid you noe but itz weird gosh im missing him and itz only saturday gosh i miss him hecka much i mean yeh i have liked guyz in tha past but this time i feel like i really really truly like him like him tha rest was just puppy love but this time it feelz REAL but den agen i dont noe what real love is like so how would i noe do i seem like a foolish lil girl who has a major crush on a guy? i hope not koz every thang i am seying is what i truly feel about this guy i noe i sound kinda korny but hey i dont kare what you pepoz tink i mean you dont have to read mah blog no one is forceing you i just really really really like him dhayts all if you listen to this song in tha chorus it sez "If I could change one thing about my life Id take back the day the day I let you go If I could change I'd turn the hands of time I know you'd be mine If only i could change"dhayts true koz if i kould den i would and not make dhayt mistake i made when you liked me koz if i didnt make dhayt mistake you would of been mine.....